| R.I.P Ronald Chan [o6.23.o9] I still havent accepted the fact yet, i just cant believe something like this had happened! It was just last week when i spoke to you, and you told me you just found a new job with a good pay. You even said you were going to treat me to dinner. Just when ur life was getting better and settleing down this had to happen. I was looking forward to seeing you and chilling with you, like the old times we always had together. You were a very wonderful friend and one of closest i ever had. I knew you since i was 12 and we've been close since then. You were one of the longest friends i knew that stilll stayed this close with me. I miss the times we go for dinner together or go shopping together Downtown on Queen st. and Eaton center, i miss chilling with you and seeing you when ever i need a friend by myside. I wish u were still here!!
On monday when Lishan called me and told me you were in the hospital and you werent going to make it through, at first i thought she was jokeing untill she started to cry. I was so shocked i quickly came to see you in the hospital. Seeing you on the hospital bed with all those tubes in you and everything that was makeing ur body flow was by machine really killed me, it was so painful seeing you like this. Why did this have to happen? I wish it was all a joke, just a joke.
The memories of you will be with me forever.
I miss you so much and I'll never forget how wonderful you were, you'll always be in my heart<3
The very last picture taken with you at a dessert restaurant 2months ago on [o4.o6.o9]
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| This morning woke up early prepare to meet up with ZEKE babyy :) because she is coming from London ontario to visit me and some other friends so happy. Spent all morning with herrr so glad to see herr..^______^ but after she had to leave :( gonna miss her so much!!!!
 In the afternoon went shoppping with Michelle :) then waited for Priscilla to get off work so we can have dinner together. Missed her so much havent talked to her or seen her for half a yearr but she is leaveing soon. Next thursday. ><" Back to HK and never coming back. :( im gonna miss her so much. Had a very long chat with herr i was so happy to see her. 
My sweetie susu* is leaveing tomorrow to HK as welll.. im going to miss  EVERYONE so much. Hope to see them all soon |
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| Im really disappointed in you after knowing you for so longg.. and now i finally see the true face of you .. i realised how horrible of a person you can be and are... maybe you werent always like thiss but i knoww you changed a lot. Your not the person i once known and really cared for... well i have no right to blame anyonee but myself for being so stupidd ...... I learned a big lesson todaii "sometimes dont be so nice to people" because you will get no appreciation in return from them for what you have done and sacrifice to do for them. i didnt expect much or even anything at all but you could atleast had a little appreciation ....... trust mee i will never ever make the same mistake again. |
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| "TIME" will let everything fade awayy......
時間會沖淡一切
time will reallly change everything
i really do think so........... i hope so |
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